My Mission, My Zion

As many of you may or may not know I just returned from serving an 18 month mission to Panama. As a post to kind of jump start my blog I thought I would share the talk which relates some of my mission experiences. Enjoy! More blog posts to come in the future. Its good to be back.

The word in Spanish for mission is ‘mision’. When split in two one ends up with two words ‘mi’ and ‘sion’. Translated into English this literally means: my Zion. As missionaries we invite others to come unto Christ. To come to know their Redeemer through the learning and applying of His restored Gospel. We then invite them to follow His example, just as He extended the invitation over two thousand years ago “Follow thou me.” I spent the past eighteen months in Panama, with the hope of bringing but “one soul unto Christ” When I left I did not know what to expect. But as I helped others come to know their Savior, their Redeemer and their Older Brother… as they came to find their Zion… it was in their journey that my mission became my Zion and what I learned from each and every one of them I wish to share with you today. With their examples of today and scriptural examples of yesterday I hope my message will encourage each of us to be better, to walk straighter; to keep our eyes always focused on those things of eternity.  May the Holy Ghost aid and guide me as I speak with all of you this morning.

We read in the scriptures often of the importance of persevering. In 2 Nephi 31:20 we learn “Wherefore, ye must press forward with a steadfastness in Christ, having a perfect brightness of hope, and a love of God and of all men. Wherefore, if ye shall press forward, feasting upon the word of Christ, and endure to the end, behold, thus saith the Father: Ye shall have eternal life.” The Apostle Peter for me has always been this great example of perseverance. We see his love and devotion to our Lord and Savior numerous times during His earthly ministry. But perhaps the greatest was first the agony of his denial, followed soon after by his acceptance to lead the Lords primitive church after His ascension into heaven. We are all familiar with the story. The night before the Lord’s crucifixion He prophesied that before the cock crowed, Peter would deny Him three times. It is my personal belief that in this moment Peter felt assured that such a thing would never occur. But just as the Lamb of God predicted, before the cock crowed, Peter denied Him three times. In Luke’s moving account of this experience, we read that Peter when the Lord looked upon Him “remembered the word of the Lord, how he had said unto him, before the cock crow, thou shalt deny me thrice. And Peter went out, and wept.”

I personally think it could have been very easy for Peter to leave and never return. Shame, embarrassment, or guilt could have motivated him to separate himself. But he was the one who had known who Christ was. He was the one who had stepped out of the boat, and walked onto the water to the Master. Later, he was the one to whom the Lord directed His admonition to “feed my sheep.”  He never gave up, and no matter what we have done, neither should we. Moments of discouragement, hardship and frustration may come. But we must never let these things overtake us. If we are to be disciples of Jesus Christ. We must keep going, keep persevering until the end. Like the first convert of my mission. 

When my companion and I met Jesus Martin he was on the street selling empanadas. We had wandered around all afternoon searching for an investigator, following an address that seemed to have never existed. A problem all too common unfortunately. When we found Jesus he asked if we had a book. We gave to him and explained briefly the Book of Mormon. We would not see him for another month. We did finally make it to his home, following a prompting of the spirit; it was not long before he expressed the sincere desire to be baptized. Yet he related to us that he had done far too many things. He struggled with problems of the word of wisdom and the law of chastity. But we looked at him and asked him if he truly desired to be baptized, to be clean. His words, reminded me all too well of the words of Peter as Christ washed His apostles feet. “Lord, not my feet only but also my hands and my head” (John 13:9) and I saw that in Jesus’ eyes as he begged us to help him become clean. Up until the day of his baptism he struggled. But he was cleansed, through baptism by water and the spirit. Jesus has already left this life, but the Sunday before he died, he blessed the sacrament, exercising the priesthood keys that he held. His was a life of perseverance, and though he never held any high position in the church. He offered his whole soul as an offering unto God (Omni 1:26)

Just as we must persevere through our struggles, a great source of strength can be found in prayer. The admonition to “pray always” or pray without ceasing is found at least 50 times in the Bible alone.  The church, as we know was restored once again upon the earth because a fourteen year old boy entered a grove of trees and asked our Heavenly Father in prayer a simple question. God has always encouraged communication with him. On my mission I had many opportunities to see answers to prayers; but perhaps the greatest, was when a twenty one year old boy named Michael, just like the first prophet of this dispensation, asked to know the truth.

I had just been transferred to my second area. Michael lived with his grandma, mother, and younger brother behind our apartment building. This particular evening we had taught him about the Word of Wisdom and invited him to be baptized. The simplest way to put it, he was a wreck. He shed tears as he admitted that he was a man of little faith, that he did not know if the church was true and he was not sure how he could ever know. As we taught him an all too familiar scripture came to mind “Ask and ye shall receive, seek and ye shall find, knock and it shall be opened unto you.”  So we invited Michael to give the closing prayer in that moment. We all got down on our knees and Michael began to pray. With all the fervency of a lost soul looking for the way to go he pleaded to our God and our Father. He asked him, in much the same way I am sure Joseph did almost two hundred years ago, to know what he should do. Then he asked God to send him a sign, to show him, somehow, if he should be baptized into this church.  And the scriptures read concerning signs: “But, behold, faith cometh not by signs, but signs follow those that believe. Yea, signs come by faith, not by the will of men, nor as they please, but by the will of God. (Doctrine and Covenants 63: 9-10). I knew that Michael believed. I begged God, in my heart in that moment, that He would reach forth His hand and work a miracle.

All too soon, the prayer ended. But no one moved. All that could be heard was Michael sobbing and all that could be felt was the Spirit, so strong physical warmth enveloped the room and all present. We asked Michael what had happened, what he had felt but he continued to cry. His grandmother also began to implore and he finally spoke. He told us that when he had asked God to know what to do he had felt a man beside him. When he had pleaded to know if he should be baptized on the date we had challenged him and had asked for a side, the unseen man had reached out and touched his arm.

I do not know what happened to Michael. I believe that if he has not already he will one day be baptized. Michael was an example to me about the power of faith and prayer. God knows what we need before we ask it, but He implores that we ask, that we might build our faith. We must pray always. We cannot miss even one morning or one night if we do not want the adversary to treat us like “waves upon the sea, driven with the wind and tossed” (James 1:6) Pray always. I you have been lacking start today. I can testify that it is strength, a necessity, like water in an arid desert; it is water to our souls, in this arid and fallen world.

Seeing God answers prayers throughout my mission taught me that God is merciful. The story of Paul, once Saul which we find in the New Testament also bear testimony to my heart of the love and compassion of our Father and His Son. Many of you are familiar with the conversion of Saul to Paul. He was a Pharisee who “made havoc for the church, entering into every house, and haling men and women committed them to prison (Acts 8:3). Saul was bent on destroying the church, even as he travels on the infamous road to Damascus we read that he is “breathing out threatenings and slaughter against the disciples of the Lord” (Acts 9:1) and then we know, that as Saul journeys on this road, the Savior appears to him beseeching “Saul, Saul, why persecuteth thou me?” And thus Saul was converted to Paul and became one of the greatest missionaries of the primitive church. “And thus they become new creatures; and unless they do this they can in nowise inherit the kingdom of God (Mosiah 27:26)

Thirty five year old Jaime was Saul. Jaime persecuted members of the church whenever they had the misfortune to cross his path.  Leaders came to his home to do family home evenings with his wife and kids who were faithful active members. They desired to learn. He desired to argue. He had a book of our doctrine, with biblical scriptures that disproved every single point. With that as his weapon, he went around destroying the spiritual morale of his family. He kept them from going to the temple. They wept, he was glad. This modern day Saul continued, until he began his own journey down his own personal road to Damascus.  First, he decided to go to church with his wife. But he felt nothing. He was moved by a lesson on the Book of Mormon, but still he felt no inclination to change. Then, one night, after years... seven to be exact, of praying to know what he should do, he had a dream.

“In my dream” he told us, “I was a spectator as I watched a couple walking through a deserted city. They looked for something, what I did not know. They passed abandon streets, the wife, always leading, the husband, complaining that they would never get there because she did not know where they were going. They came to a park, the center of the city. An old woman stood there. She explained ‘there are many roads, which you can take to get where you are going; there are roads upon which you can take a car, a bus. There is beautiful road to your left and the most dangerous road to your right” The husband insisted that they take one of the more comfortable roads. One that they knew would be free of danger. But the wife disagreed. She assured her husband that they must take the most dangerous road. It was the only way to get where THEY wanted to go. With complaints from the husband every step, they went. They passed ferocious animals and crossed broken bridges. Through darkness and fog and all kinds of dangers they walked. The husband complained, the wife, pressed on. Then they reached the end of the road and the crest of a hill. A man gardened not too far away. The husband insisted they ask. The wife began to walk up the hill. The husband cried in anger ‘you don’t know if that’s the way, you don’t know… we must ask!’ and he turned to ask the gardener. In that moment I cried out” Jaime told us, “and said to the man, ‘follow your wife, she knows the way, she has always known the way, follow your wife!’ and then “Jaime said “I woke up, confused, I was not sure what it all meant, but I got down on my knees as if to pray. Before I could open my mouth the words came to me ‘Follow your wife, she has always known the way, follow your wife’ and I knew” Jaime said” that I needed to be baptized.”

We met Jaime on May 2^nd, and on May 10^th he was baptized. He went from attacking the doctrines of the church, to testifying of their truthfulness. He had said never and God had only said, not yet. Now, we may not have dreams. We may not feel or see or hear angels. But God tells us that it is never too late. When Jesus taught the parables of the prodigal son, the lost sheep and the lost silver he ended each by saying “I say unto you likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repent, then over the just that need no repentance…”  (Luke 15) No matter what you have done no matter how far down the wrong road you think you have gone, the drops of blood that stained the Garden of Gethsemane and the cross of Calvary are a witness to each of us that all is not lost. They cry out to us to come back. Christ himself beckons “Behold the wounds which pierced my side, and also the prints of the nails in my hands and feet; be faithful, keep my commandments, and ye shall inherit the kingdom of heaven.  (D &C 6:37). Jaime taught me, that it is never too late for anyone, no, not even for you.

My last example is the Book of Mormon’s own Saul. We all know him, as Alma the Younger. He is described as being a “very wicked and idolatrous man… he led many of the people to do after the manner of his iniquities… giving a chance for the enemy of God to exercise his power over them.” (Mosiah 27).  Like Alma the Younger who wandered around reaping havoc where ever he went there was once a young man named Gerald.

One day we found a key in the street. It was a part of our area that we had never been in, so we decided to knock on the nearest door. A woman named Diosalina answered and let us in. She told us about her family. About her seventeen year old son, who was rather rebellious but loved to learn English because he wants to go the States someday. We wrote down the address and went to find Gerald. When we found him there was nothing exciting about him. In fact he did not even seem interested. We left him a pamphlet about the Restoration and invited him to English classes and that was the end of the conversation. We did not even ask for his number, but we left him ours. He came to English class and lingered afterwards. He asked if he could walk with us part of the way home so that he could see where the church was. He expressed the desire to come to that Sunday’s services.  As we walked he told me that he had never been baptized. We invited him to be baptized three weeks from that day, the Saturday before I would come home. He accepted, we left him with a Book of Mormon and prayed that he would attend. He came. He stood and bore his testimony. Everyone was shocked. The following day we taught our first lesson about Joseph Smith. He told us he knew it was true. The following day we taught him about the Book of Mormon. He expressed the desire that it be shared with the world. He told us that he had burned every worldly book, movie, or CD that he’d had. He began to read the Book of Mormon, reading as much as twenty chapters in one day. That next Sunday he came to church dressed just like a missionary. He only needed the nametag. He started going out to visit people with us. Then he told us why he had changed so completely, so quickly.

He told us that he’d had a dream. In that dream he was walking from one end of town to the other. He said everything was bright and beautiful. He told us that up ahead of him he saw two girls that looked like they were preaching. Then beside him, he saw our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. In his dream Christ called him by name and said “you are going to meet two girls, and these two girls are going to turn on a light in your life. If you are to progress and reach your full potential... if you desire all the blessings I have planned for you, you must accept this light into your life and you must never turn back.” Two days after this dream, we knocked on his door. He knew the moment we entered his home, that we were those girls from his dream. He told us that he knew his sins were forgiven because as he prayed he felt such joy. Like Alma the Younger who said “and oh what joy, and what marvelous light, I did behold, yea my soul was filled with joy…” (Alma 36:20). Gerald was baptized on the date that he accepted. This past week, thanks to technology, Gerald called me. He told me that for the second time he has blessed the sacrament and that he would be meeting with the branch president to discuss his desire to serve a mission. He is preparing to serve a mission and a year from now will accept a call to fulfill the deepest desire of his heart, to tell the world about Joseph Smith and the Book of Mormon.  

Alma asked the faithful saints of  Zarahemla,  “And now behold, I say unto you, my brethren, if ye have experienced a change of heart, and if ye have felt to sing the song of redeeming love, I would ask, can ye feel so now? (Alma 5:26) Have you felt this change of heart? If you have not, do you what you have to in order to be completely converted. Gerald showed me what it means to truly be converted. To change everything about yourself so that it is in harmony with God. A true conversion is not limited to age, Gerald is only seventeen. It does not matter how much money you make or how well you are educated. What really matters is where your heart is. What do you love most? God does not care so much what you want Him to give you, but what you are willing to give Him. King Benjamin taught “unless ye become as a little child ye cannot enter into the kingdom of God” (Mosiah 3:19). As followers of the Savior, we must become as little children and then become like Him, or we will never enter into the “many mansions” that he has prepared for us. Brothers and sisters, do what you have to. Start today. And never look back.

At this moment I feel as Ammon did, when he spoke of his brothers of his experiences… they consecrated 14 years of their lives to our Lord. And while the time cannot compare my heart bursts with the words of Ammon as he recounted. “We have suffered all manner of afflictions, and all of this, that perhaps we might be the means of saving some soul; and we supposed that our joy would be full if perhaps we could be the means of saving some. Now behold, we can look forth and see the fruits of our labors; are they few? I say unto you, Nay, they are many… yea and my joy is carried away, even unto the boasting in my God; for he has all power, all wisdom, and all understanding; he comprehendeth all things, and he is a merciful Being, even unto salvation, to those who will repent and believe on His name… now this is my joy, and my great thanksgiving; yea, and I will give thanks unto my God forever…” (Alma 26) Seeing these people change, changed me. Their journeys strengthened my testimony. Their struggles increased my faith. I can testify that the greatest convert, is none of the people that talked of today…. But the one who humbly stands before you now. I thought I knew of the love of my Savior. But I did not truly know it until I watched each of these come to know their Savior. As they found their Zion… they guided me to mine.

How Beautiful Are They To The Eyes Of Them Who There Came To The Knowledge Of Their Redeemer..."(Mosiah 18:30)

Thus closes the story of the people that Alma converted after being converted himself by the prophet Abinadi. For many Latter Day Saints, the focus of this chapter is the actual experience of the people when they were baptized and the covenant they made with God. However, the other day I was reading this chapter and I got to thinking about the above verse. I started to ponder on why the forest of Mormon and the waters of Mormon were so beautiful to the people. The verse tells us they came to know their Redeemer but what was involved in the experience of coming to know and developing that relationship? Is there a way for us to apply this process to our own lives that we may draw closer to Christ and like the people of this chapter, “come to know [our] Redeemer?”

Perhaps the best place to start is a brief summary of what occurred leading up to this chapter. Essentially, like many prophets of old, the Lord commanded Abinadi to go preach among a people that was ruled by an evil king named Noah. After one failed attempt he returns many years later and once he is discovered he is arrested and brought before the king. Abinadi preaches the truth, claiming that if the king and the priests do not repent they shall suffer the same death that they will cause him to suffer. He preaches of faith and repentance, declares that they do not teach the Law of Moses, and above all that “redemption cometh through Christ the Lord…” (Mosiah 16:15). After Abinadi does this he is executed by fire; prophesying as he dies that the day will come when King Noah’s life will also be consumed in fire, which does in fact occur.

Just like many missionaries Abinadi did not witness the fruit of his efforts. Yet there was one man among the priests, named Alma, who was moved by the spirit and fled from the presence of the king. While in hiding he came to know God, in a sense he experienced his own “Waters of Mormon Moment”. He then preached to the people in private, all that would hear. After some time he lead them to the Waters of Mormon where he baptized them, having received authority from God to do so. Here most Latter Days Saints focus on what we will refer to as the “requirements of baptism” but in this post we are going to look at five points that brought about these peoples’ “Waters of Mormon Moment” in which they came to know God.

I. Demonstrated a Desire to Follow God Regardless of Consequences

 Growing up I was always reminded that it is easy to stand for God in a crowd. It is when we must stand alone that our faith is tested and our testimonies refined. The people that gathered at the Waters of Mormon knew perfectly well that the soldiers of King Noah were hunting down anyone who claimed to believe in the words of the now deceased Abinadi. They knew that it was possible that they would be martyred just like him for what they were choosing to do. It is something to be admired and emulated. President of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints Thomas S. Monson has counseled Church members “an individual testimony is necessary to be strong enough to withstand all the forces pulling us in the wrong direction or all the voices encouraging us to take the wrong path." In order to be like the people of Mormon and have our own “Waters of Mormon Moment” we must develop our own testimonies strong enough to stand up for what we believe. As Alma teaches the people we must stand for God “at all times and in all things and in all places that ye may be in, even until death,” (Mosiah 18:9). I think the question to ask ourselves is “am I willing to stand for God not matter the cost to me?” Recall what Christ said: “whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.” (Matt. 16:25). Seek ye first the things of the Eternities my dear readers that when Christ returns to claim His people we shall know Him for we will be like Him.

II. Experienced a “Spiritual Rebirth”

It was Jesus who stated “Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God” it is through this rebirth both of water of the Holy Ghost that we are transformed from natural man to saint. King Benjamin taught “For the natural man is an enemy to God…” (Mosiah 3:19) Yet the rebirth that I am speaking of is neither of these. It is a rebirth that comes with our everyday choices, the kind of rebirth that occurs each time we pray or choose to study our scriptures. It helps us put off the desire for the things of the world and enables us to focus on the eternal. We no longer yearn for the temporal, pride causing, and materialistic whims of the flesh. Christ said “if any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me” (Luke 9:23)

I would like to draw your attention to another example of a “Waters of Mormon Moment “in the scriptures; specifically, the conversion experience of King Lamoni’s father. Upon first meeting Ammon and his son Lamoni, the father of Lamoni declares “I will grant unto thee whatsoever thou wilt ask, even to half of the kingdom” (Alma 20:23). However later on after Aaron (Ammon’s brother) teaches Lamoni’s father of the Gospel of Jesus Christ Lamoni’s father prays to the Lord “I will give away all my sins to know thee” (Alma 22:18). This change is a product of the “spiritual rebirth” of turning one’s heart to God and through that transformation of the heart and coming to know Him in a way that one has not previously. It is like walking out of a dark room into the bright light of day. Everything becomes more beautiful, more enriching, and further understood. My dear reader, choose the things of God, choose to follow Him, and one day you will look back and wonder how you ever lived any differently. Elder David A. Bednar has declared “Through faith in Christ, we can be spiritually prepared and cleansed from sin, immersed in and saturated with His gospel, and purified and sealed by the Holy Spirit of Promise.” Such is the spiritual rebirth that each of us can experience, I invite each of you to partake of His redemption and live.

III. Personified Their Faith By Their Actions

I have done quite a few posts on the need for works not to secure our salvation but to validate it. Our actions coupled with our faith act as a testament before God that our heart is truly turned to him. So I will not argue the necessity but rather the blessings of righteous works. For the people at the Waters of Mormon they sealed their faith with a full immersion baptism, just as Christ was baptized in the New Testament. (See Matthew 3) Think of many of the parables Christ gave including the ten virgins, the good Samaritan, the sheep and the goats, and even the beginning of the Sermon on the Mount in which he “seeing the multitudes… went up into a mountain: and when he was set, his disciples came unto him” (Matt. 5:1). Christ readies Himself and then the people come unto Him. He didn’t idly sit at the base of the mountain and teach. He wanted only those willing to navigate the slope to hear His words; only those which were prepared to work for it. Coming unto Him implies that we must do something. We as children of God plead for Christ to come unto us, I cannot recall a time that He has not answered my desperate appeal. Is it not only fair that we return the favor?

In personifying their faith by their actions the people at the Waters of Mormon came to know God because they strove to DO what He wanted them to DO. Recall the verse in James 2:2 that says “faith without works is dead” President Dieter F. Uchtdorf said “we are truly spirit children of God and therefore should act accordingly.” The word I would like to draw your attention to is the word act. It does not say “speak” or “think” or even “believe” it says act. To me that implies the need for more from us. As the hymn “More Holiness Give Me” pleads “more holiness give me; more strivings within; more faith, gratitude, and purity; more fit for the kingdom; more purpose in prayer; and more trust in the Lord” (Hymn #131). These things cannot be obtained without action, without evidence of our devotion to God found in all that we do, not just what we say in front of a congregation at Church or upon our knees before God. He asks us to pick up our crosses and follow after Him, do it.

IV. Took Steps Forward on the Path of Discipleship

Though this concept somewhat ties into the previous in many ways, it deserves a brief discussion of its own. The people that gathered at the Waters of Mormon and that were then baptized by Alma took numerous steps on the path of discipleship before reaching this climactic moment. They believed on his words, they listened with open hearts, they learned with a desire to know. Every little thing that we do that brings us closer to Christ propels us forward on the path of discipleship. Every day we make decisions that can cause us to move forward, backwards, and some decisions even result in a brief detour to enticing worldly pleasures. In another General Conference address President Dieter F. Uchtdorf assured us “the first step on the path of discipleship begins in the exact place where we stand! We do not have to prequalify to take that first step.” The step does not have to be huge either. It can simple be a conscious choice. A choice to pray every morning before you leave the house, a choice to read a little bit from the scriptures every night before bed, a choice to be kinder, more patient, or more humble.

 Many of the steps we take will not be acknowledged or noticed by others. I submit to you that the most monumental (at least for me) have been the steps I have taken that only God has known. Praying for the desire to serve others more selflessly, to love God more deeply, and to find greater joy in my journey are just as a few. The smallest righteous act can be the first step you will take on the road to your eternity with a loving Heavenly Father who waits. So what are you waiting for? The only person holding you back, is you.

V. Aligned Their Will With God’s

Perhaps one of the hardest things to do in my opinion is to understand the will of our Heavenly Father and then to faithfully trust in it. A well-known scripture reads: “Trust in the Lord with all thy heart and lean not unto thine own understanding” (Proverbs 3:5). Yet it is difficult to do. Many people find it testing to trust in something when it causes them to take a few steps into the dark. Yet that is what the people at the Waters of Mormon did and in order to have a similar experience as them we must do the same. They did not know if their actions would cost them their lives. That at same point it would bring them into bondage to wicked people who roamed the land. Yet they faithfully trusted, knowing that what they were doing was right before God, heeding not to the worries of what man could do. Christ taught “fear not them who kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul” (Matt. 10:28).

This life is not meant to be easy because it was not easy for Him. If we are to be disciples of the Lamb of God who was scourged and bruised for the sins of the world we take a slight sip from the bitter cup that He had to drink for our sakes. As I have previously mentioned remember Christ promised “he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it” (Matt. 10:39). One’s life has not been fully lived until that life is lost in a love for the Savior and for His fellow men. The will of God will not make us miserable. Though at times, when we must sacrifice, when we must walk away from what we deem is the “best” for us, it may seem that way. Yet God’s job is not to make His children agonize over lost opportunities. He loves us too much to do that. His goal is to “ bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man” (Moses 1:39). Seek God’s will, whatever it might be, in prayer, in fasting, in study, and in faith. Life as you know it will end, for yours will become a life for God, there can be no greater cause then this. Reach for it, it is there, you just have to know where to look.

A Personal Experience and a Challenge

So as not to take away too much from He who is to be the center of this post I will keep many of the personal details as private as I can while still making my point. There was a time not long ago when I desperately wanted something. I prayed earnestly for this desire of my heart. It was a righteous desire as far as I could tell (yet who am I to know the ways of God?) Up to that point God had not dissuaded me from my efforts to obtain what I longed for. In fact, at times, it felt like He strengthened me and gave me patience to do what I needed to obtain it. Then, one night, with a few harsh words, all that I had hoped and prayed for was ripped from me. I walked in the dark for a time and I suffered the growing pains of my affliction. I begged God for understanding, for mercy, and above all, for relief. Yet it didn’t come in the way I thought it would. No angel came from heaven to tell me why or to assure me that the light would shine again. No angels from heaven anyway. Rather, God sent them in the form of friends. People were there to help me realize that beyond this deep rooted desire there was life. That I was not the product of an individual’s words or insults but clay in the hands of God, being molded and refined into something beautiful. Though at the time I did not realize it I now know that the darkness that I wandered in was for me, a Waters of Mormon moment. In the midst of that trial I came to know my Redeemer and how precious are those moments of tearful prayers and sob-wracked pleas. How beautiful are the lessons I learned and the understanding I gained. My challenge to you, my dear readers, is to come to recognize these “Waters of Mormon Moments” as they come. Recognize your trials as a furnace to fire you into a beautiful instrument for God’s use. I leave you now with the same words that Mormon left with his son ““Be faithful in Christ … [and] may [He] lift thee up, and may his sufferings and death … and his mercy and long-suffering, and the hope of his glory and of eternal life, rest in your mind forever. And may the grace of God the Father, whose throne is high in the heavens, and our Lord Jesus Christ, who sitteth on the right hand of his power, until all things shall become subject unto him, be, and abide with you forever” (Moroni 9:25-26) and as always, may God never cease to bless you until you read again.

(you can also view this post on scripturenews.com)

“For God So Loved the World That He Gave His Only Begotten Son…” (John 3:16)

This next lesson is one that is very dear to my heart and soul as a Latter Day Saint and a Christian. We are going to discuss the role that Jesus Christ plays in the theology of Mormonism. He is vital to the plan. His atoning sacrifice is at the center of the intricate and perfect path that will lead us back to Him and help us gain Eternal Life. But first, let me be clear on the Christ that I speak of. There are many who believe that the “Mormon Christ” is different from the “Christian Christ” as a Latter Day Saint I am here to tell you that such a thing could not be further from the truth. I had someone tell me once “Mormons don’t believe that Jesus carried His cross like other Christians do.” Granted had I not been eleven years old I probably would have questioned them further on the matter. As it is, I will tell you what I believe from growing up as a Latter Day Saint in the Mormon Church.

We believe in a Christ that was born in a manger, with no place in which to lay his head. His virgin mother Mary, wrapped him in swaddling cloth and wise men from the East and shepherds visited him. A new star appeared in the sky as angels heralded his entering into the world. The experience of Christ’s birth of those who dwelt in the America’s is very similar to the experience of those in Bethlehem. The Book of Mormon records “And it came to pass also that a new star did appear according to the word… “ (3 Nephi  1:19).  Latter Day Saints believe in the Messiah born in the manger, brought forth by a virgin, the literal son of God.  In his article Dr. Robert J. Matthews, Professor of Ancient Scripture at Brigham Young University we learn, “The Book of Mormon tells us that the person we call Jesus Christ is the God of that whole world, and of all people,  and has been working among all nations to the extent of their willingness and ability, and in accordance with His own timetable.”

Yet even long before his birth, the Savior of the world was prophesied of by prophets of old. Isaiah prophesied that “the Lord himself shall give you a sign; Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel.” (Isaiah 7:14). Jeremiah recorded “Behold the days come, saith the Lord, that I will raise unto David a righteous branch, and a King shall reign and prosper and shall execute judgment and justice in the Earth” (Jeremiah 23:5). The King, was Jesus Christ, the God of the Old Testament. Jehovah, the Only  Begotten Son of the Father.  Just like Biblical prophets, the prophets of the Book of Mormon looked forward to the coming of the Messiah. A prophet by the name of Samual preached to the people of Zarahemla, a city built up by the people of the Americas, “And it shall come to pass that whosoever shall  believe on the Son of God the same shall have everlasting life.”

Perhaps even more beautiful than the prophecies of Christ’s coming into the world is the prophecies of his atonement, the sacrifice that would provide a way for all men to return to our Father in Heaven if they believe on the name of Christ and do all that He has commanded them. Alma prophesied “And he shall go forth suffering pains and afflictions and tempations of every kind and this that the word might be fulfilled which saith He will take upon himself the pains and sicknesses of his people. And he will take upon him death , which bind his people, and he will take upon him their infirmities that his bowels may be filled with mercy, according to the flesh, that he may know according to the flesh how to succor his people according to their infirmities” (Alma 7:11-12). The purpose for the atonement of Jesus Christ, for all his suffering, tribulation, and eventual death was so that he would know how to comfort those who had such experiences. Even on the cross who knew what it felt like to be forasaken by God so he could understand what it felt like to sin, so he could know what it felt like to be completely an utterly alone. He had no place to go that he might better understand the plight of the homeless, he fasted for forty days that he might know to mollify the parched and the famish. He was tortured “stricken for our iniquities and bruised for our transgressions” that he might know how to offer solace to all his suffered, in whatever form that might be.

The question remains: why did this sacrifice need to be made? Why was it necessary for Jesus Christ to kneel beneath the pains of the world and be lifted up upon the cross? One of my favorite verses explains it better than I ever could “And since man had fallen he could not merit anything of himself; but the sufferings and death of Christ atone for [our] sins, through faith and repentance and so forth; and that he breaketh the bands of death, that the grave shall have no victory and that the sting of death should be swallowed up in the hopes of glory” (Alma 22;14). Nephi tells us “Wherefore all mankind were in a lost and fallen state and ever would be save they should rely on this Redeemer” (1 Nephi 10:6). Essentially, without Christ and his sacrifice the Plan of Salvation would be null and void we would be subject unto the devil (see 2 Nephi 9) and never be able to return to the presence of God. All Christian denominations refer to this as the concept of grace and just like any other Christian denomination Latter Day Saints revere this concept as doctrine and the word of God. Without Christ we cannot be saved.

The atonement is real. That it's power is strong enough to overcome all the hardships that we experience in life. No matter who or where we are. No matter what we've done or how far from God we may feel. Christ sacrifice was an infinite and all-encompassing atonement. Whatever past regrets may haunt our minds and weigh down our spirits the sacrifice of the Lamb can heal all wounds, take away all pain, and soothe all sorrows. There is a balm in Gilead and it is the love of a Father in Heaven coupled with the selfless sacrifice of the Lamb. His blood erases any stain, straightens any path, overcomes any weakness that we, as mortals but still beloved children of God, may have, and mends all that is broken. I testify that He lives, the Savior and Redeemer of the world lives. He pleads for our souls before the Father masking our imperfections with the perfect life that He lived. Come unto Him and the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Partake of the fruit of His love and forgiveness, taste of its sweetness and revel in the knowledge that Christ died for you. Had you been the only one for which a debt needed to be paid He would have paid the price because you are beloved, you hold a spark of divinity, and you are capable of becoming like Him. Make a promise to yourself now. If you have experienced the peace of having Christ at the center of your life but have strayed from that of late, return to Him. If you have never experienced it, discover Him. If you are walking in His footsteps faithfully, live for Him. May God bless you and may you all experience the joy of a Christ centered life, until you read again. 

“I Beheld Satan as Lightning Fall From Heaven” (Luke 10:18)

To recap what was previously discussed we have come to the agreement that we are all children of God (see previous post) and that our loving Father in Heaven sent us here to Earth, at our own consent, that we could be tried and tested and eventually become like Him. We touched briefly on how we all chose to come here which is something intend to recap again but in this particular post I want to discuss with you the first phase of the plan of Salvation, the question “where did I come from?” The answer is in a concept very familiar to Latter Day Saints but rather foreign to many other religious groups: that is the concept of a pre-existence.

Many individual’s first question might be to ask: “Well where is the pre-existence talked about in the Bible?” I invite you inquisitive readers to turn to Revelation 12. Here we read “And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels. And prevailed not; neither was their place found any more in heaven“ (Revelation 12:7-8). The war in Heaven resulted because of a plan; even the great plan of Happiness. The idea of it was simple. Each of us would go down and get a body; a physical, more body of flesh and blood. We would be tested to see if we would do “all things which the Lord would command” (Abraham 3:25). The Lord decaled that goal of His plan when He said “For behold, this is my work and my glory to bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man” (Moses 1:39).  Yet there was one who opposed this plan. In our culture today he is known as the devil, Satan, the Father of Lies, and the Prince of Darkness. Yet in the councils of Heaven he was Lucifer, the Son of the Morning. He held a position of authority and power there.

When God the Father presented his plan Lucifer stepped forward offering an alternative. A plan that would assure that each of us would make it back to Heaven, to our Father, and receive Eternal Life. Yet there was a catch. A “it’s-to-good-to-be-true-and-here’s-why” problem. Lucifer wanted to revoke our agency. He wanted to force us to follow God and his commandment. To top it off he wanted the glory to be his. Then Christ, even Jesus came forward saying “Here am I, send me’ (Abraham 3:27) and the glory would be the Fathers. Thus a war broke out in Heaven and many followed after Lucifer and were cast out of Heaven, never to inherit bodies or the joys that would come from living God’s plan.  Christ testifies of this Luke 10:18 when he says “I beheld Satan as lightning fall from Heaven”.  The Lord teaches further of this casting out in the book of Doctrine and Covenants when He says “… the devil was before Adam, for he rebelled against me, saying ‘Give me thine honor, which is my power; and also a third part of the hosts of heaven turn he away from me because of their agency. And they were thrust down and thus came the devil and his angels” (D&C 29:36-37)

Yet since this is, for the most part, strictly Latter Day Saint doctrine, let us take a moment to look at the other book that Latter Day Saints revere as scripture: The Book of Mormon. If you haven’t noticed I have been placing great emphasis on our ability to choose, formally known as free agency. The Book of Mormon has some great verse on this concept. First turn to 2 Nephi. Here Lehi, a prophet of the Book of Mormon,  is imparting his dying words  to his family. He teaches “Men are free according to the flesh; and all things are given them, which are expedient unto man. And they are free to choose liberty and eternal life, through the great Mediator of all men, or to choose captivity and death according to the captivity and power of the devil” (2 Nephi 2:27). When Satan was cast out of Heaven became miserable and wishes to make us miserable like unto himself. The best way he can do that is to tempt us to mess up so badly that there is no way we can return to the presence of God.  To keep us from the reward that he chose to forego so long ago before Adam and Eve ever existed upon the Earth that we know today.

To summarize, we all existed with our Father in Heaven in a spirit world before this life. Unlike our father we did not have flesh or bone but we desired it. Because of our Father’s love for us he presented a beautiful plan known as the Plan of Happiness. This plan involved us coming down to Earth, being tested and tried to prove our faithfulness, and then returning to live with God again. Yet Satan, then Lucifer, came forward and offered an alternative plan wanting to claim all the glory for himself. He plan was so enticing that many chose to follow him and they, along with him were eventually cast out of heaven and now stand in opposition to all God’s children, hoping to make us miserable like they are. Yet there is one, rather interesting question that arises from all this discussion and it is my closing point for this point. Why don’t we remember all of this?

The answer is a scriptural one. When we passed from our pre-earth life to this one we passed through a veil. In Ecclesiastes 1:11 we are informed of the consequences of this passage: “There is no remembrance of former things, neither shall there be any remembrance of things that are to come with those that shall come after.”  In the scriptures a veil, as in the veil of the temple, often symbolizes a separation from God. This veil separates from all former memories that we have God. That is why we need the Gospel, to remember what we have forgotten and to guide us back to the truth that we once knew. Yet don’t take my word for it. There is a link up above that will take you to a website where you can contact the missionaries. They spend all their time preparing to teach people like you to learn these doctrines. Contact them and build upon the knowledge I have shared with you, hearing from those God has prepared to teach you. Next time we will discuss further of the Plan, talking about the creation and the Fall as viewed by Latter Day Saints and how this all fits into this perfect plan. I pray that you have been sufficiently fed and enlightened by these words of truth. I personally testify that they are true, may God, our Father who loves you with an infinite love, bless you  now and always, until you read again. 

“Before I Formed Thee In the Belly, I Knew Thee” (Jeremiah 1:5)

I have associated recently with an individual who claims that we are not children of God until we accept Christ. As a lifelong member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints I had always taken this knowledge for granted. I assumed that if you believe in God, you believed in your Heavenly Father as well. This associate of mine has made it very clear that such knowledge is not of common nature and thus sprang the inspiration for this most recent post.

                              

As, what some might consider, a biased Latter Day Saint I wholeheartedly assert to you, my dear reader, that you are a beloved child of God. That our Father in Heaven, whether you have accepted His Son or not, is your loving Father. It is the first piece of the Plan of Salvation that I intend to teach over the next few weeks so it is very important that you understand this key element for it is vital in understanding the rest of our Father in Heaven’s plan. Some may ask: “Where is evidence of this concept in the scriptures?” My answer; everywhere.

Aside from the verse in Jeremiah that the title of this post bears I would like you to turn to Ecclesiastes 12:7. The verse says after we die “then shall the dust return to the earth as it was: and the spirit shall return unto God who gave it.” How can we “return” if we never were there to begin with? I submit to you that we were, as God’s children, in His presence. Did not the Father say in Genesis “Let us create man in our image” (Genesis 1:26)? Does a child resemble His parent? Paul writes in Acts “For we are also His offspring” (Acts 17:27). More evidence comes in the book of Romans 8:16 “The spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit that we are the children of God.” If one denies these rather obvious verses how do critics account for the origin of our spirit and the meaning of these verses?

I think the confusion comes in with the concept that appears in Ephesians 1:5 which says “Having predestined us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself according to the good pleasure of his will.” The associate of mine used this scripture to tell me that we only become children of God after we accept Christ. I submit to you this concept. We are children of God, sinner and saint alike we are sons and daughters of a loving Father in Heaven.  The Book of Mormon teaches “Behold, the Lord hath created the earth that it should be inhabited; and he hath created his children that they should possess it” (1 Nephi 17:26). Who lives upon the Earth, not solely individuals who have accepted Christ? Turn back to your Bible for one more moment. The New Testament reads “For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible” (Colossians 1:16). So Christ created our physical bodies under the direction of the Father, which is the visible. Yet our Father in Heaven formed our spirits, which is the invisible. Latter Day Saints also believe that we become spirit children of Christ when we accept Him and are baptized with the proper authority; the Bible teaches that we become “joint heirs with Christ” and that is only through baptism. There is the confusion. Always children of a loving Father and adopted spirit sons of daughters when accept, take His name upon us and are baptized into His Gospel.

So if our all-powerful Father in Heaven is our Father, why in the world are we here? Why did we come to Earth? Honestly that is one of the three great questions I hope to answer in the series of posts that are coming in the next few weeks. 

1) Where did I come from?
2) Why am I here? 
3) Where am I going after I die? 

The second one is going to be the focus of the rest of the post and we will back track in the next post to discuss where we all came from.

The answer is simple: we wanted to be like our Heavenly Father. We saw that He had a body of “flesh and bone” and we desired it more than anything else. We desired to be like Him. Yet our Father, who loved us, would not simply snap His fingers and make it so. Instead he came up with a plan which is what I’m teaching you know and that everyone who has ever lived or will yet live upon the Earth chose to accept.  Abraham 3:25 says “And we will prove them herewith, to see if they will do all thing whatsoever the Lord their God shall command them.”  We are here to show God what we will do because of our love for Him.

Yet Heavenly Father new we would make mistakes that is why he gave His Only Begotten Son “that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life”  (John 3:16).  The atonement is central to our Father in Heaven’s plan. It is the only why we can get back to Him, which was the plan when we left His presence in the First place. He loves us so much my dear reader. More than you or I could ever comprehend. I personally testify that He is our Father. That he watched out for us and beckons us to seek Him. He weeps at our tears and rejoices at our triumphs. “Behold, now are we the son [note: the original Greek reads children or people] of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that when he shall appear, we shall be like Him, for we shall see Him as He is” (1 John 3:2). I pray, my dear reader that wherever on the road you are with God you do everything you can to draw closer to Him. Learn this for yourself by studying His word and talking with missionaries who will show you just how loved and wanted you really are by He who created all things. May He be with you always and until you read again.

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